December 28, 2005

  • Today’s quote of the day comes from Flonne, an angel in training who just received orders to assassinate the Demon Prince Laharl. Yes, I am playing my favorite game Disgaea all over again. :)

    Flonne thinking to herself, “It doesn’t feel right to assassinate someone I don’t know. Wait, does that mean that it’s alright to assassinate somebody I DO know??? That seems wrong too! ohhh… can’t kill strangers, can’t kill acquaintances either, what am I going to do?”

    When she does meet Larharl she says, “Nice to meet you. I’m an assassin”

     

December 24, 2005

  • Alrighty boys and girls… I have an inkling that I may perhaps offend some 360 hugging people out there, but just keep in mind… just because you do, doesn’t mean you don’t deserve my love. wahahaha ok, sorry that was mean of me. I do love you though. :)

    So, without further ado while Xbox 360 owners sift through the initial next-gen pile picking out the few games worthy of carrying the moniker all the while coming up with ways to cool down its huge power supply to keep the console from crashing… future PS3 owners like myself are reveling in the twilight of our PS2′s and chuckling under our breath. By the time developers figure out how to provide the greatly anticipated multithreaded 360 titles, the PS3 will have been long out and on its way to world domination part 3, riding on a launch which I’ve read is made up entirely of next-gen software without a retrofitted last-gen title in sight. Well, let’s hope they can deliver or I will look like a big “ben-dan”. I applaud Sony for taking their time to stress quality over caving to the immediacy of beating the competition. As my buddy Howard says, “patience is well worth it”. I do believe that he may be referring to Texas Hold ‘em but eh… it just fits so well here. heehee… well as I wait patiently for the PS3 to arrive, I am basking in the glow of my beloved PS2 and PSP. I’m also quite excited for the arrival of many scrumptious games soon to land in my eager hands.

    Tales of Legendia - PS2 .feb06
    Namco’s fifth tale of this series will be a storybook meets manga RPG sure to capture anime-loving hearts. It’s packed with everything a memorable RPG should have– epic soundtrack, masterful character design, and a fresh and innovative storyline. I’m quite stoked that the character design artist is Kazuto Nakazawa who is well known for his work in Armitage: Dual-Matrix, Bubblegum Crisis: Tokyo 2040, Magic Knight Rayearth, Samurai Champloo, and the anime sequences for Kill Bill Vol. 1.

    Generation of Chaos – PSP .mar06
    Ah, finally a SRPG for my sleek PSP. That’s strategy role playing game for those of you who are tired of guessing acronyms. They’re my favorite gaming genre because it’s your standard RPG while also offering an enhanced and more strategic battle system. I will so not get anything done when this comes out. -_- If you do not see me for awhile, I am not dead but sitting happily with my trusty PSP.

    And of course I can’t wait to play Final Fantasy XII and Kingdom Hearts 2. In the meantime, why don’t I start off with the existing and spectacular Dragon Quest VIII? Oh, so many games and so little time. What’s a little girl to do? ^^*

    Brought to you by the wise Jason quoting Sun-tzu:
    “Victorious warriors win first and then go to war, while defeated warriors go to war first and then seek to win.” 

December 17, 2005

  • >>  For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction.  <<

    Who knew that Newton’s Third Law of Motion, a fundamental part of physics, could shed light to exactly how I’m feeling at the moment? Newton is stating that for every interaction, there is a pair of forces acting on the two interacting objects. The much poignant reality is that this law can also be applied to two very commonly interacting objects… two people getting to know each other in the romantic sense. And there are two very distinct forces acting upon them. There’s love, and then there’s life, its enemy. If one outweighs the other, it can get messy. It can cause the two people to never be on the same page, always pushing and pulling to seek that rare balance where the forces are finally in equilibrium. If this harmony can be reached then perhaps that is true love. Just a thought, nothing more. :)

December 10, 2005


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December 3, 2005

  • The heart is an amazing thing. It’s like a generous landlord that always has a new place saved for someone special and even for those who are undeserving. Yes, generous it is as it seems endless with special spots just for certain people. I’m sure you’ve heard it as well when someone exclaims, “You’ll always have a special place in my heart”. Congratulations, you have just received a stay at the hotel of love. Some of these stays are complimentary in which the owner of the heart wants nothing from you in return for his/her generosity. This is sometimes known as unconditional love. Some have the rare and special talent of giving this free room and board to everyone they meet in their lives. These are the ones with the 5 star luxury hotels.

    Then there are stays that come with a price. You may have encountered this if someone in your life only takes and never gives back anything except a measly spot in their heart. And you’re always in danger of getting evicted if you don’t adhere to their strict rules and perhaps demanding ways. But sometimes we keep paying these hefty costs because we are blinded by love and see only a grand castle in front of us. But when everything you have to give is sucked dry and the dust settles, you finally see it for the sleazy, roach infested motel it truly is. Actually sad yet sweet to say, I’m sure there are people who continue to stay no matter how desolate the room is … because perhaps they are the unconditional lovers mentioned from above who give and need not take.

    And then there are some stays that seem to use a bartering system of pay. The I give you this much if you give me that much. In other words, the I love you because you love me approach. Perhaps you’re thinking, “but Mimmie… isn’t this the best kind where two people love each other?” Not in my book, I say. Of course it’s great if two people can feed off each other’s love but I’m sure you’ve heard plenty of times where someone dumps someone before they can be dumped themselves. It’s called “in love with being in love”. Which, don’t get me wrong, can be great at times. I’ve been in quite of few of them myself and let me just mention that they never came with the storybook ending I was hoping for. And in the long run, this kind of love is what I call “settling”.  And this is what most people end up doing and if it works for them, hey more power to them.

    The hopeless romantic that I am, thinks that the purest and truest of all loves is the kind in which both “tenants” have free and permanent fortresses in each other’s heart. Of course this kind of blind trust and love can lead to many one sided relationships, but I believe with all of my heart (heehee, unintended pun) that if you take the risk to love someone unconditionally with not a care of if they love you back or what they can do for you… you may just be surprised and granted with them loving you back with the same amount of unconditional love. And when this happens, all you have to do is concentrate on loving them and you never have to worry about yourself because all they’re doing is loving you right back. So instead of I’ll scratch your back only if you scratch mine… it’s more of a I’ll love forever no matter what and how blessed I am that you feel the same way about me.

    I used to think that I’d choose to be loved more than to love more simply because it seemed safer that way. Not to mention that I always thought it was cuter to have the boy love the girl more. Well, I no longer care to be loved more. I’m going to take my own advice and just love without needing anything back in return. Hurt may come from this decision and yes, perhaps lots of pain. But it will be worth it just knowing I tried. And who knows, I may just per chance fall in love with someone who loves me back unconditionally as well.

    As Alfred Lord Tennyson sweetly wrote, “ ’Tis better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all.”  

November 24, 2005

  • Things I am thankful for :

    • First and foremost, God’s love touching every aspect of my being.
    • My parents who sacrifice so much for my happiness.
    • Friends who no matter how far they are or how long time has past, don’t really
      seem all that far away because they keep me close in their hearts as I do them.
    • The many people who have transformed my life this year simply by being in it.
    • Love that is unconditional.
    • My doggy who has decided that my lap is the best seat in the house.
    • Finally getting my 1G memory stick duo for my PSP :)
    • The things that are familiar and for the things we do not know.

    Hope everybody has a safe and happy Thanksgiving!

November 15, 2005

  • How fitting to have spent the past month fixing bugs at work to later actually ‘catching’ a bug at work. Yes, I have gotten sick and let me tell you… it ain’t pretty. Some coworkers have mentioned how lucky I am to be able to stay home. I certainly don’t feel that way being too unconscious to enjoy the extra free time… so woozy that I am unable to complete this post in just one sitting. But still no complaints here since I got to curl up with my doggy  and slumber, albeit not so peacefully sneezing every oh- 5 minutes. :)

    An example of how delirious I was today: I had an important meeting this afternoon so they allowed me to hold a conference call. Everything went smoothly– on their end. On my end, I was in constant battle with my nose which has seemingly made up its mind to continually drip until the end of mankind. Then someone in the room asked me how sick I was. Being heavily seadated from a powerful combination of NyQuil and Therflu, I heard “Mimmie, how thick are you?” Of course this was just cause for the longest awkward pause on my end while I think to myself how thick am I? Huh? That just doesn’t make sense. Did I miss some joke during the meeting while I was blowing my nose? what the…? o_O Then there was a silence on their end so I offer a lame, “huh?” Then it hits me… oooh, how SICK am I? That makes a whole lot more sense! hahaha… I’m just glad I didn’t answer, “how thick am I? I dunno I’m pretty skinny…”

September 12, 2005

  • Roses

    Red roses were her favorites, her name was also Rose.
    And every year her husband sent them, tied with a pretty bows.
    The year he died, the roses were delivered to her door.
    The card said, “For Our Anniversary,” like all the years before.

    Each year he sent her roses, and the note would always say,
    “I love you even more this year, than last year on this day.”
    “My love for you will always grow, with every passing year.”
    She knew this was the last time that the roses would appear.

    She thought, he ordered roses in advance before this day.
    Her loving husband did not know, that he would pass away.
    He always liked to do things early, way before the time.
    Then, if he got too busy, everything would work out fine.

    She trimmed the stems, and placed them in a very special vase.
    Then, sat the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face.
    She would sit for hours, in her husband’s favorite chair.
    While staring at his picture, with the roses sitting there.

    A year went by, and it was hard to live without her mate.
    With loneliness and solitude, that had become her fate.
    Then the very hour as on Anniversaries before,
    The doorbell rang and there were roses, sitting by her door.

    She brought the roses in, and then just looked at them in shock.
    Then went to get the phone, to call the florist shop.
    The owner answered, and she asked him if he would explain,
    Why would someone do this to her, causing her such pain?

    “I know your husband passed away, more than a year ago,”
    The owner said, “I knew you’d call and you’d want to know.
    The flowers you received today were paid for in advance.
    Your husband always planned ahead, he left nothing to chance.”

    “There is a standing order, that I have on file down here,
    And he has paid, well in advance, you’ll get them every year.
    There also is another thing, that I think you should know,
    He wrote a special little card… he did this years ago.”

    “Then, should ever I find that he’s no longer here,
    That’s the card that should be sent, to you the following year.”
    She thanked him and hung up the phone, her tears now flowing hard.
    Her fingers shaking, as she slowly reached to get the card.

    Inside the card, she saw that he had written her a note.
    Then as she stared in total silence, this is what he wrote…
    “Hello my love, I know it’s been a year since I’ve been gone,
    I hope it hasn’t been too hard for you to overcome.”

    “I know it must be lonely, and the pain is very real.
    For if it was the other way, I know how I would feel.
    The love we shared made everything beautiful in life.
    I loved you more than words can say, you were the perfect wife.”

    “You were my friend and lover, you fulfilled my every need.
    I know it’s only been a year, but please try not to grieve.
    I want you to be happy, even when you shed your tears.
    That is why the roses will be sent to you for years.”

    “When you get these roses, think of all the happiness,
    That we had together, and how both of us were blessed.
    I have always loved you and I know I always will.
    But my love, you must go on… you have some living still.”

    “Please try to find happiness, while living out your days.
    I know it is not easy, but I hope you find some ways.
    The roses will come every year and they will only stop,
    When your door’s not answered… when the florist stops to knock.”

    “He will come five times that day, in case you have gone out.
    But after his last visit, he will know without a doubt,
    To take the roses to the place, where I’ve instructed him,
    And place the roses where we are, together once again.”

April 17, 2005

April 10, 2005

  • I absolutely love this nice weather. The sun’s gentle caress makes my skin tingle and I feel completely content and beloved by its warmth. It makes me want to yawn like a lazy kitten and stretch out for a midday nap. And that’s exactly what I did today while I was enjoying The Wise Woman by Philippa Gregory and lounging on my porch swing. It’s the most wonderful feeling to doze off in the comforts of a wayward breeze. But alas, I must awaken to the realization that I have once again spent the weekend procrastinating. And  now I have placed myself in the position of exclaiming, “So much to do, and yet so little time!!!” My most current obstacle will be memorizing the two pieces I will be performing at this wednesday’s piano concert. Let’s hope that I can somehow persuade my brain cells to cooperate.  Well at least until after the concert… then they can go back to their peaceful slumber.

    Well, it looks like Sony and Sandisk have obviously NOT heard my plea to make more 1Gig Memory Stick Duos. They have now pushed back their stock to be out and plenty in May. Don’t they understand that I am an impatient asian techie who needs her gadget fix now?